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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: Would government medical insurance cover sex drive reducing |
southy333 |
Posted: 11 Sep 2018, 3:26 am
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Tbh as a female with PCOS I wish I could find a t-blocker or direct treatment (supposedly it's a diabetic related condition but what evers wrong with me i think is complicated). The doctors only gave me birth control pills which don't really solve the problem... A testosterone blocker could help a g... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Male incels hating on autistic female incels like me |
southy333 |
Posted: 11 Sep 2018, 1:26 am
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Replies: 15 Views: 751
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Hey thanks for the replies and btw my posts are kinda negative I need to work on that... From a female perspective, also having a hormonal disorder I can understand where male incels are getting with needing sex... Personally having the PCOS disorder I have makes a strong urge inside many times thro... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I can't stop being desperate. I should just kill myself |
southy333 |
Posted: 10 Sep 2018, 2:50 am
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Replies: 30 Views: 1,327
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I feel this way too all the time. Just wish I had somebody fun to hang out with a real friend around here. And a real boyfriend love relationship... Have only gotten screwed over by very bad guys (not making a blanket judgement but the guys i been with from online dating were pure evil.) people and ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Hate we live in a world where only people with money get hel |
southy333 |
Posted: 10 Sep 2018, 2:42 am
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Replies: 21 Views: 736
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idk I pretty much have never gotten help in my entire life for my autism to get any kind of therapy or social enrichment or activities except a connection through the university which abused me and pretty much let me fall thru the cracks... Now that the university knows that their own college abused... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Male incels hating on autistic female incels like me |
southy333 |
Posted: 10 Sep 2018, 2:34 am
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Replies: 15 Views: 751
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I know the incel community is toxic but I made some videos on youtube about being a true incel til age 24 and still being a technical incel and chronically socially isolated lacking love relationship completely in my life and immediately got spew of accusations that I'm not an incel and misogynist s... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My Family Unit Is Toxic and Abusive *TRIGGER RANT* |
southy333 |
Posted: 22 Aug 2018, 2:02 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 207
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Thanks well tbh it's another crazy detail post I said too much but I just wish I knew a way to get strong inside and live independently. But I also just wish somebody in my life would have actually protected me from evil but they never did. And it makes me really sad and upset having this history wi... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My Family Unit Is Toxic and Abusive *TRIGGER RANT* |
southy333 |
Posted: 22 Aug 2018, 2:54 am
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Replies: 3 Views: 207
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Hey guys, sorry I am coming on here with another rant and it is also ridiculously long and over detailed because I can't get my mind to shut up. Also I do not post much on here otherwise, but I just want people to know what my story is and that I feel like the most screwed up autistic female on the ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Aspergers SUCKS. |
southy333 |
Posted: 30 Jun 2018, 4:33 am
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Replies: 254 Views: 78,332
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I relate to op especially having those catastrophic thoughts. My mind has spiralled countless times back into the nightmares of being isolated, bullied, humiliated, abandoned, hurt, put on psych meds, taken advantage of by predators and manipulators, even hurt and abandoned by family... And my depre... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My friend calls me incel |
southy333 |
Posted: 30 Jun 2018, 3:53 am
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Replies: 29 Views: 976
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Society still seems to have a twisted view as ever on sex and dating and fitting in. And it gets that much more screwed up with this exclusive male incel thing. They assume it is so much harder for men but for women we have to doll up and have a great emotionally expressive personality, and be succe... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Venting because I am confused about my past *abuse trigger* |
southy333 |
Posted: 14 Jun 2018, 4:21 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 367
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Thanks, yeah I don't think they could actually send me to a mental hospital. The last time they did they put me on drugs that made me worse mentally and I got no therapy. Also I do not think they can afford any kind of mental hospital or program not associated with social security. I think I am star... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Venting because I am confused about my past *abuse trigger* |
southy333 |
Posted: 07 Jun 2018, 3:14 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 367
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Thanks for your support guys. I understand I have a tendency to rant and say everything I think of and it's an aspect of my mental illness. I posted a rant about this subject on Reddit also and people are replying calling me a schizophrenic. However I am not a full blown schizophrenic. I do not beli... |
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Forum: WrongPlanet.net discussion Topic: I need to request to delete some of my posts |
southy333 |
Posted: 06 Jun 2018, 7:36 am
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Replies: 1 Views: 194
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I use this nickname a lot lately on some sites and I found a google search of myself where I think I've made some embarassing posts on this site. Why isn't there a delete function for our own posts? I know this has been posted before but I really think there should be for the safety of identity onli... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Venting because I am confused about my past *abuse trigger* |
southy333 |
Posted: 06 Jun 2018, 2:04 am
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Replies: 9 Views: 367
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Thank you for your support NorwichGeorge. I am glad to get this off my chest finally |
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Forum: In-Depth Adult Life Discussion Topic: Past life? Confused... |
southy333 |
Posted: 06 Jun 2018, 1:57 am
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Replies: 29 Views: 3,299
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Thanks. 8O I thought I was crazy at the time, as many people have told me I was schizo :/ But he made me feel normal and whole again that my own development as a person did not catch up with cause of mental stress. And the physical effect of the job and no bf made me feel well...Less than a lady..-.... |
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Forum: In-Depth Adult Life Discussion Topic: Past life? Confused... |
southy333 |
Posted: 06 Jun 2018, 1:23 am
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Replies: 29 Views: 3,299
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Yes I believe I had a past life dream which connected to 2 people I met irl. This is TL;DR but please bare with me. Around Dec 2011 Christmas time I had been using drugs and alcohol to cope with college stress (I just wrote a related post on this which is disturbing and triggering). Btw, I am afraid... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Venting because I am confused about my past *abuse trigger* |
southy333 |
Posted: 05 Jun 2018, 10:14 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 367
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Hello. ***Trigger Warning*** This is a huge dump because I am fed up with my existance. What I am writing in this post is ridiculous but it actually happened to me because of my mental illness and apparently problems with society. I am an extremely mentally confused/vulnerable person and can't seem ... |
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