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 Forum: The Haven   Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

beelzemutt
Posted: 09 Feb 2017, 9:43 pm 

Replies: 35,562
Views: 1,969,254
2 not yet to the point where I will jump infront of the nearby train but close and ready for it someday

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Planning stuff because I'm a coward *suicide talk warning*

beelzemutt
Posted: 09 Feb 2017, 9:39 pm 

Replies: 7
Views: 589
Things are only getting worse, cue the sad violin music because at this point who the f**k even cares I want to die I don't want more medication I no longer even want a diagnosis for autism to know that I'm not just an insane piece of s**t,,, I can't function in normal society and nobody cares not e...

 Forum: Games and Video Games   Topic: What are you playing right now?

beelzemutt
Posted: 03 Jan 2017, 7:37 pm 

Replies: 4,553
Views: 290,866
Stardew valley it's really peaceful to me

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Planning stuff because I'm a coward *suicide talk warning*

beelzemutt
Posted: 03 Jan 2017, 7:31 pm 

Replies: 7
Views: 589
I've been researching abit about ways to die without pain or chances of failure and it's turning out that drug overdose or hanging myself are the best options. I won't do anything until I'm 18-21 so I can choose what happens to my body after. I know this sounds drastic but it's a longterm plan. Just...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: Giving up

beelzemutt
 Post subject: Giving up
Posted: 22 Dec 2016, 4:44 pm 

Replies: 10
Views: 747
Nobody will or can help me, my parents never wanted me I want to f*****g die please shitlord god you piece of utter bull kill me I don't want to be here or anywhere everything I do is wrong I don't exist unless people want a punching bag. f**k everything I'm not going to school anymore or doing anyt...

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: Sick of people

beelzemutt
 Post subject: Re: Sick of people
Posted: 15 Dec 2016, 6:39 pm 

Replies: 15
Views: 1,553
i was in your exact position at your age. 6 years later, and.... i'm completely f'ed and have been isolated and forgotten about the entire time. maybe if you get help you can get through it though. i hope so because nobody deserves this. I want help so badly, I see people everyday as I'm still in s...

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: Sick of people

beelzemutt
 Post subject: Re: Sick of people
Posted: 15 Dec 2016, 6:20 pm 

Replies: 15
Views: 1,553
I want to thank everybody for being supportive I'll keep visiting this website and I live in Canada I'll go set my location and everything now. It's hard to make friends when I can't even talk to anybody other than my mother and when I am able to write to somebody I just block them out and I have tr...

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: Sick of people

beelzemutt
 Post subject: Sick of people
Posted: 11 Dec 2016, 10:26 pm 

Replies: 15
Views: 1,553
Sorry for seeming rude or angry. Nobody helps I haven't had any friends EVER I can't talk (I'm diagnosed with selective mutism but they won't f*****g bother helping me or testing for autism) I'll delete this later I just have nowhere to share my feelings and even now I feel hesistant to
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