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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Embarrassed by compulsive writing and other things |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 02 Dec 2024, 10:18 am
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I wrote on a bookshelf when I was having a difficult time. It embarrasses me now. It's honestly just a mix of random song lyrics and things I came up with. I thought it was something I had to write. It's all about angels and stuff. I drew symbols too. Its still there. I don't want people to see it. ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 02 Dec 2024, 9:55 am
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Replies: 805 Views: 99,089
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Still feeling good. Had some anxiety but other than that ok. Feel less insecure than I used to. I think it's the medication. I have to remember it's the medication that makes me feel better. I can't quit because I think I'm fine. Every time I do, disaster strikes. I have way more meltdowns, get angr... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Struggle to make friends but I have acquaintances |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 01 Dec 2024, 11:26 am
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I think I'm noticeably "different". I struggle to talk. I sometimes say the wrong things. I'm a bit afraid to talk sometimes. I can't do some things. I can't drive so it's hard for me to go places. I can't take the bus alone. Some people don't really understand even when I tell them I stru... |
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Forum: School and College Life Topic: I pretty much failed school |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 01 Dec 2024, 11:15 am
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Replies: 1 Views: 73
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I did terribly in Grade 12. I know I could've done better. I got a 64 in English. My highest grade was a 79. My lowest a 50. I didn't even get on any honour roll. I just don't know if I should redo it now. I feel so bad about my grades. I got rejected from a program. I can't really go to university ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 30 Nov 2024, 5:49 pm
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Replies: 35,544 Views: 1,941,509
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10. Great. Healthy amount of energy. Good day. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Doing better than ever |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 30 Nov 2024, 5:46 pm
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Replies: 5 Views: 107
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I've started getting dressed again in clean clothes. Showering every other day. Taking meds consistently. I've cut down on certain habits. I just feel better. My hair is better. Honestly I still am hallucinating but not a lot. Just hearing occasional voices, talking to them sometimes, and sometimes ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 29 Nov 2024, 9:52 am
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Ugh. Part of me is resisting medication again. I might have to go on an injection for abilify. It helps. However I think it makes me think I'm fine. I told my DR no cause I didn't want a needle. My mind seems to be 2 parts. Both parts are concerned but in different ways. The one thinks I don't need ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: What’s on your mind? The Haven version. |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 29 Nov 2024, 9:44 am
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Replies: 231 Views: 8,551
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Friends who don't understand that I can't always be available. Im struggling with feeling comfortable and I just don't think it's a great idea to socialize. I could mask that I'm feeling this way but it makes me feel upset later. Coffee. I've drank a bit more than I should. For some reason it someti... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 29 Nov 2024, 9:39 am
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Replies: 35,544 Views: 1,941,509
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Feeling of being left out constantly |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 24 Nov 2024, 10:53 am
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Replies: 4 Views: 125
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I can't drink because of medication. I get treated like a child sometimes. People don't care if im in the conversation. They talk too fast for me anyways. I try to join. They're always talking about me as if I'm not there. I get in arguments a lot. Medication is so frustrating because they never bel... |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: What’s your Myer-Briggs personality type? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 20 Nov 2024, 10:31 pm
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Replies: 183 Views: 7,587
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Difficulty leaving the house but did it today! |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Nov 2024, 3:48 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 342
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I bought a coffee and walked around. I just felt like going. I bought some stuff too. I feel good about it. It's usually really difficult. I didn't even feel like it at first but wanted to. I pushed through and I'm glad. Yea I felt anxious. I walked half an hour. It was worth it. I haven't done that... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Paranoia and Reality |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Nov 2024, 2:25 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 258
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I can't tell if I am being watched or not. I thought I saw a back neighbour shining a phone flashlight, fake accounts keep following me, getting strange phone calls, finding garbage, and seeing someone walk back and forth in front of where I live. When I bring it up I get told it is paranoia. It do... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Paranoia and Reality |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Nov 2024, 10:14 am
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Replies: 3 Views: 258
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I can't tell if I am being watched or not. I thought I saw a back neighbour shining a phone flashlight, fake accounts keep following me, getting strange phone calls, finding garbage, and seeing someone walk back and forth in front of where I live. When I bring it up I get told it is paranoia. It doe... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Hallucinations at night |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 16 Nov 2024, 5:29 pm
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Replies: 12 Views: 510
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Various antidepressants that I can't remember the names of. Abilify is a great one for me though. I just don't know about Buspirone. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I get upset when other people talk about my diagnoses |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 16 Nov 2024, 5:28 pm
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Replies: 0 Views: 220
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Sometimes I do have to disclose. Like at the ER when I am not feeling well. It's because I am not good at talking and will make things seem not as bad as they are. I just really feel weird when I have to. I sometimes have appointments. I don't really know why. They're like a checkup. They ask about ... |
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