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Forum: The Haven Topic: No escape. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 10 Aug 2012, 2:11 am
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Replies: 14
Views: 1,643
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| Yeah, Typical behavior. They want to help so long as it's not inconvenient and it gives them power over you. It's a tough deal. I wish I had some decent input I could give. No worries. This whole mess has been a situation I've been trying to solve for almost 20 years. So either I'm an idiot or ther... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: No escape. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 03 Aug 2012, 7:57 pm
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Replies: 14
Views: 1,643
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| OliveOilMom That would never work. I have never once in my entire life managed to convince anybody with the capacity to help me that I'm anything but a moody immature sponge who blames everyone but himself for his problems and wants everything handed to him for free. I still don't think I am, but t... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: No escape. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 03 Aug 2012, 2:40 pm
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Replies: 14
Views: 1,643
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patrickmoler
You should really apologize to Mr. Nail, because you just hit him in the head pretty hard.
Also, put the rest of my family in that category, save for my father, who is a democrat. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: No escape. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 03 Aug 2012, 12:26 am
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Replies: 14
Views: 1,643
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| auntblabby I could never handle that. Never mind the massive problems with authority, I get stressed enough as it is with day to day stuff. Adding in a screeching man demanding I do physical activities until my body shut down on me would drive me to shut down mentally and earn myself a dishonorable... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Tired of expecting better when things will always be worse. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 02 Aug 2012, 11:51 pm
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Replies: 15
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| DialAForAwesome Yeah. I have the same feeling when I see kids ten years younger than me with a job, a house of their own, and a family. Originally I thought this sort of thing was default for everybody. Life just leads you there. But it didn't happen for me. So I had to fight to accept that it only... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: No escape. |
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Posted: 01 Aug 2012, 11:33 am
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Replies: 14
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| O, woe is me. So heartless and cruel are the fates to bring such suffering upon my life. I have been cast into a sea of misery, drifting along on a raft made of solitude. The night is as a blanket sewn from the threads of hatred, thrown across the clarity of day to obscure even passing awareness of... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Tired of expecting better when things will always be worse. |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 31 Jul 2012, 7:33 am
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Replies: 15
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| groisht The issue is the fact that I have been fighting it for almost 20 years. I started losing hope when I was 13. Failed at what I attempted and got locked up for three months with pills being thrown at me. I got out and the pills just made me worse. Knew there was no hope when I hit 18. I hadn'... |
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Forum: In-Depth Adult Life Discussion Topic: How do you know if you ever want children or not? |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 5:18 am
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Replies: 22
Views: 4,315
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| I can not stand babies in even the slightest bit. They scream, mess themselves, scream, whine, scream, and everybody expects me to find their oily squirming drooling stench-ridden nonsense adorable when they look at me from across a room. I hate babies. However, I love kids. My sister's kids are abs... |
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Forum: In-Depth Adult Life Discussion Topic: Do you worry that you might be a thread killer? |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 5:08 am
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Replies: 2,308
Views: 217,765
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| I'm a constant thread-killer. I can post a one-word response after a string of active one-word responses and the thread will come to a dead stop. Or more often than not when the thread picks up in the next few hours, I don't get replies. It's like I don't exist most of the time. Usually a few days a... |
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Forum: In-Depth Adult Life Discussion Topic: When did you start feeling like adults? |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 4:57 am
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Replies: 90
Views: 34,048
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| It could be a mental thing or it could be the fact that I'm no more socially or economically mature as one, but at 30 I still feel like I'm around 14 or 15 years old. It's awkward to discuss adult subjects for me. The idea of filling out taxes feels absurd. And I don't even like saying I should have... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Tired of expecting better when things will always be worse. |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 4:27 am
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Replies: 15
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| groisht Believe me, if I could force myself to lose hope I would. Right now it's like self-torture when I sit down and tell myself a thousand times, "You are not going to succeed. It is too late in your life. Give up.". And do it until I'm sick with misery and feel numb to everything else. And then... |
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: Post one way in which you are sexy |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 3:38 am
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Replies: 125
Views: 1,583
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| I'm sexy in the fact that I don't caress my manboobs when I see an attractive woman. A good personality trait can be sexy, right? |
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: What is your reason...to stay alive? |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 3:34 am
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Replies: 336
Views: 4,844
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| I have absolutely no reason to live. I've been over this many times. Outside of staying alive because suicide would make my mother, father, nephew, and nieces upset, I am 100% burden on the world. I am a burden on the people who would prefer I stayed alive. My mother has to drive me to the store to ... |
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: How good looking are the people you hang around? |
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Posted: 27 Jul 2012, 3:25 am
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Replies: 31
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| Having no friends, I can not give a current opinion of the relative attractiveness of others to myself. But when I was younger, the one friend I had was obviously more attractive than I was as women would constantly flirt with him while for the most part pretend I didn't exist. |
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Forum: Games and Video Games Topic: The Hardest Game Ever |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 26 Jul 2012, 5:46 am
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Replies: 53
Views: 10,365
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| Bubsy. You die in one hit. Almost everything has a cheap tactic to deliver that one hit. He controls like a helium balloon attached to a sponge attached to a tiny little propeller. And ( spoilers for those who will go and play this game and care about the ending, as I am sure everyone is going to do... |
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Forum: Games and Video Games Topic: World of Warcraft- Mists of Pandaria *trigger warning* |
| EdwardEtah |
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Posted: 26 Jul 2012, 5:32 am
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Replies: 36
Views: 5,402
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| Long long ago I used to play this game. It was awesome until I realized that all the really good content requires a guild/friends/PvP. But I don't wanna unload my MMO woes here. To keep things positive ... umm ... I got a Hunter to level 70 back in the day and she was scary awesome. I even managed t... |
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