Author |
Message |
Forum: Off the Wall: Forum Games, Quizzes, Roleplaying, etc. Topic: Marvel/DC Universe A-Z |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 25 Jun 2015, 4:16 pm
|
|
Replies: 452 Views: 11,961
|
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Retraumatization after discovering the spectrum |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 25 Jun 2015, 4:04 pm
|
|
Replies: 2 Views: 274
|
I understand completely. For 22 years I was misdiagnosed as having ADHD. At that time, Asperger's wasn't in the DSM-IV. I thought that mimicking subtle nuances of NT's would help. No such luck. |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: 29 yrs old, Diagnosed |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 25 Jun 2015, 3:20 pm
|
|
Replies: 3 Views: 294
|
Hello Everyone. I was diagnosed with Asperger's 6 months ago. However, I was misdiagnosed with ADHD ( when I was 7 ) 2 years before Asperger's was included in the DSM-IV. So far I've been unconsciously self managing my symptoms, basically suffering in silence for 22 years. The only reason I made it ... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: Post a Picture of the Real You. |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 25 Jun 2015, 2:51 pm
|
|
Replies: 12,733 Views: 2,228,919
|
Hello
![Image](http://i300.photobucket.com/albums/nn14/Christopher_Ryan_Pucheu/10421218_1949116281894326_4281885478362898203_n_zpshscrqpsx.jpg) |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Nervous break down in my car |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 07 Apr 2014, 2:42 pm
|
|
Replies: 3 Views: 511
|
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Nervous break down in my car |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 07 Apr 2014, 2:28 pm
|
|
Replies: 3 Views: 511
|
I just did a presentation on fruits induced hypertension. I Know the material , but the all 42 students are looking at me as I they know I was going to have an attack. I finished it , but I was Nervous wreck on the inside with a s**t eating grin on the outside. Now I feel depressed and anxious. The ... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Thinking too much and depression! |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 27 Mar 2014, 1:28 pm
|
|
Replies: 2 Views: 382
|
I've always hated when someone told me not to "sweat the small stuff." I over analyze everything out of instinct, them I'm left alone with my thoughts making absurd conclusions that depress me and increase my paranoia. I mean I've never been happy before, just exhausted and miserable from thinking t... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Suicidal thoughts |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 18 Mar 2014, 9:13 pm
|
|
Replies: 21 Views: 1,741
|
I've read about that in book called " Love Yourself." Kind of hard to do though when my inner critic keeps telling me I'm a failure and ignore my accomplishments. |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Suicidal thoughts |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 10 Mar 2014, 10:04 am
|
|
Replies: 21 Views: 1,741
|
I know I'm too critical of myself and I know I'm generating all of these negative thoughts, but I can't help it. I don't even see anything good about my accomplishments. If you were to ask me to right down all of my good qualities and accomplishments on a piece of paper, I couldn't do it, My peers, ... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Suicidal thoughts |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 08 Mar 2014, 11:38 pm
|
|
Replies: 21 Views: 1,741
|
Then what am I supposed to do, keep working my butt off, fighting my anxiety during class while panicking during tests.(I'd be an A+ student if my stress level was at a 3/10 instead of 11/10), learn more skills until someone notices me, while having to keep my mouth shut around these volitionally ig... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Suicidal thoughts |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 08 Mar 2014, 10:06 pm
|
|
Replies: 21 Views: 1,741
|
Thank you everyone, but it's hard for me not to feel like a failure. I can't do anything with the degree I have, the only reason why I got my Ba in Psychology was to figure out what the is wrong with me, or if it's just normal human behavior. It helped me learn how to act in crowds, meeting new peop... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: The Haven Topic: Suicidal thoughts |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 08 Mar 2014, 7:40 pm
|
|
Replies: 21 Views: 1,741
|
I've worked so hard in my life. Lost 90lbs kept it off for a year, graduated college with honors, I'm a white guy that can break dance, I've learned three languages, I make costumes for cons, I can deadlift 360lbs, I'm in graduate school, etc. but no one knows how hard it is for me with aspergers. I... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: Questions about you |
Bulkaspie |
Posted: 22 Feb 2014, 1:42 am
|
|
Replies: 5,757 Views: 1,240,160
|
What is your first name? Christopher Age: 28 Location: Saratoga Springs New York Hobbies and Interests: Making Costumes, Weight Lifting, Zumba, Research, Psychology, Cooking, Writing Jokes, Tarot Cards, Anime, Video Games, Foreign Language, Reading. Why are you here? I’m at the end of my rope. My ra... |
|
![](images/spacer.gif) |
Sort by: |