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Forum: The Haven Topic: Life is a constant torture |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2014, 10:29 pm
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Replies: 4
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| I am having a hard time to remain stable, since every second I feel like I am on a verge of crying or having a mental break down. I am stupid, and yet I pretend to be smart, and I make myself believe I am smart, which leads to me failing at life. I made my family believe I am smart, and so I have t... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Bipolar + taking antidepressants without a mood stabilizer |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2014, 10:11 pm
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Replies: 9
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| Just recently I was hospitalised for 4 weeks for hypomania followed by a horrific mixed state caused by an SSRI. It is not the first time that I've had a bad response to antidepressants, but it was the worst. Since I came off the medication I have been rapid cycling. Really not fun. Now I've been p... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Should I have sex with my BPD, autistic, epileptic boyfriend |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2014, 5:32 pm
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Replies: 14
Views: 2,648
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| He has BPD, not bipolar. BPD stands for Borderline. Which is a really stupid name for it because it sounds like yo u"almost" have something and the name should have been changed as soon as they figured out what it was going to be written as. Oh. I am so sorry. My mistake. BPD is obviously not bipol... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Should I have sex with my BPD, autistic, epileptic boyfriend |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2014, 2:31 pm
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Replies: 14
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| A really wise friend once said to me, "If you are asking the question, then you probably already know the answer. We add questions around our intuition and it and convolute it." That being said, I am very guilty of doing just that. Either the intuition I am getting is something I don't like: I want ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Which prescription drug helped you the most? And the least? |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2014, 2:07 pm
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Replies: 17
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| Most: Lithium and Ambien. Nice, neat and clean manic killers. I have recently picked up pot with friends now and then for bad mixed states they don't kill and that has been most nice. It doesn't take much to take the edge off. wellbutrin- for the worst of the lows in the middle: topirimate keeps the... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Sick of thinking of suicide... |
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Posted: 05 Jul 2014, 9:22 pm
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Replies: 17
Views: 1,466
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| So I know this sounds sort of ...er..."crazy" ha, but is the feeling sort of like a constant pressure/voice uhm...itch?Or does it come from sadness? If that concept rings a bell ( I will just tell you this cause it helped me a lot with the decade of constant thoughts) and it may be helpful. My suici... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: any depressives here? |
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Posted: 05 Jul 2014, 9:07 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 815
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| Hm. Good question. I get pretty mysanthropic, and sometimes I wonder if that is my depression ultimately? I don't know. Depression gets wicked painful. I am mixed so I am sitting here struggling to decide. But yeah, if I can ever get a 'hypo' depression, it is by far my favorite. Do you guys ever wo... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Bipolar + taking antidepressants without a mood stabilizer |
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Posted: 05 Jul 2014, 8:38 pm
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Replies: 9
Views: 2,576
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