What I love(d) about it is that you can just sit down anywhere, with a piece of paper, and do amazingly creative things! People really have no idea that there exists this whole World of patterns, that there's so much unfathomable complexity.
I love(d) exploring seemingly simple things, and arrive at some really interesting results but I only showed them to 1 person and stopped contact.
Ahh... I used to say that I'm in love with her (math). I still am.. but now not so much romantic love.
I believe mathematic is more than a field of knowledge. It's something that makes existence possible (in the metaphysical sense), it's the origin of All, it's what supports my life, my consciousness, the Universe.
Get on a math blog and share your results. Or publish if you can.