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As I remember it, my consciousness was almost completely non-verbal up until I was about 13 or 14. I knew how to speak and write well, but I don't recall thinking in words very much, except for when I was writing or reading text. I didn't really have any reason to think in words because I didn't talk very much or contemplate any abstract, hypothetical questions that I couldn't attach sensory-based thoughts to instead. I don't recall being unconscious up until I was that age. I had less brainpower then, but I certainly wasn't unconscious.
I'm not sure how I was before... I'm definitely that way now, except that I often find myself trying to figure out how to explain certain things to people. It's very disrupting... I wish I never started doing that. There is still a very big chunk of my day where I am mostly nonverbal though.
Sometimes, it'll be a mix of it... Like I'll start a sentence with two or three words in my head and then finish it off with other things. I reach the conclusion a couple seconds after I've begun. If I tried to explain what that conclusion was to someone else, that'd take a lot more thinking to accomplish. That is not something I enjoy doing.
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