I can relate to the Nicole Kiddman character in Dogville. The movie is so surreal. She want the towns people to accept her to the extent that she is willing to do anything for them. Then the mob mentality takes over and they begin to abuse her. But a girl can take only so much...
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If you have one option you have an obsession.
If you have two options you have a delema.
If you have three options you have a choice.
Look for three or more options.
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