Okay so I'm definitely undiagnosed for AS but I've recently begun to suspect maybe it's there. Anything is possible. My name is Jill. Been diagnosed Bipolar Type 1-NOS, ADHD, ODD. I also have problems with anxiety, panic attacks, stuff like that.
Found this message board because my mom is actually on here and she started looking around for answers about my brother. In the midst of that search, she pointed out that when I was a lot younger, I had a boatload of AS symptoms. Still have a few but they're getting better as I get older I guess. Not quite sure how that works.
I guess I'm just on here to look around and ask questions, or find answers to what I'm looking for without asking, I suppose. I'm a mediocre artist at best. Used to be a lot better when I was younger. I mostly draw Japanese Animation and stuff of that sort. I sing quite regularly, although it's usually to my daughter or in the shower. I'm scared to sing in front of people even if they've heard me 100 times before. I used to play a lot of violin. Put it down for too long. It's definitely not like riding a bicycle. I'm 19, a mother of one (6 1/2 month old little girl, Rowan), and a wife to a goofball of a man whom I love dearly.
Life is a rollercoaster ride for me. Up, down, left, right. Wherever it takes me, I go. I embrace it, I let the tides take me. It's more structured than that of course, but it's about right. I never know what will happen day to day but I enjoy it thoroughly. I don't like knowing what's going on from one moment to the next. Monotony in my life is torturous to think about but someday I could get used to it. Anyways, I'm blathering about nothing.
Just thought I'd introduce myself. I like this message board. I feel like I can be myself and not have to worry about whether or not I'll get looked at like I'm a nutterbutter.
Hello!
RoRi. (=
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