Animegal86 wrote:
I am college graduate who is a history lover. I came to WP to see if I could meet others like me. I guess one thing I want to ask anyone on this site is that I always have a tendency to separate from my family and friends at any gatherings because I feel like I don't understand or belong in the conversation. The relatability is not really there a lot. Have you or anyone you met/talked to have this?
I am autistic.. I don't like being around groups, even family or co-workers. Once I was among a group of autistic people, strangely it didn't bother me...
In my life so many people hurt me, most didn't even know they were.
Very few people have the abiltiy to understand what another and different person is like. So, it is not there faults., but pain is pain...
When I have to be around people, my mind is somewhere between worlds... Making me even more different than NTs, and results in more differentness and causes more stress.
Much of my life is spent being alone, which is not healthy either. I know this is no real help.. Just how another person with autism lives.
Drugs have never helped me.. Twice I tried and both times caused my life to be worse...
I was diagnosed at age 6. So, I guess I have stronger autism than someone who was diagnosed older as they may have weaker autism.