i am jonathan. my self-appointed nickname is bubbajon. i am a biromantic homosexual with asexual tendancies (weird, i know). 15 years young but i have an old soul
when i was around 8 my cousin's girlfriend at the time was studying to be a special needs teacher and told my mother that i appear to have asperger's syndrome. she got me tested and i was diagnosed.
my first quirk was that i loved dinosaurs. dinosaurs all the time. jurassic park, college-level encyclopedias on donosaurs, everything was about dinosaurs. now i am still facinated by dinosaurs but my interests include punk rock, history, atheism, christian theology, eastern religions, astronomy, physics, anarchism, and fascism. particularly, a punk singer named darby crash is high up on my interests.
a battle between my emotional mind and my rational mind has always been taking place. my emotional mind can't stay healthy without faith in god. my rational mind can't function with an irrational god in my belief system. i always tended toward atheism. it's much more fun to be in a nihilistic stupor than be a healthy brick in the wall. that's affected my life very strongly. i was at an iq of 126 when i was 8 but i'm not sure if my drug use has affected that at all
anyways, it's nice to finally join you and proclaim my differences loudly and proudly!
much love,
bubbajon