hi Kazz, welcome to WP
I was self diagnosed with AS yesterday,
and part of my realization had to do with work that day.
I've always felt like I never fit in
and that others tended to mock me behind my back
or even to my face (sometimes subtle, sometimes not so much)
that day was especially bad, a few people seemed to be unusually mean to me
I came to the realization that I had been the victim of subtle bullying
in countless ways for almost my whole life.
Regarding stupid mistakes... I also make a lot of stupid mistakes
and feel badly about it,
and it used to frustrate much more,
but I guess I'm used to it now
At work, it often starts when I get in a bad mood
and then afterwards I start making all kinds of silly mistakes
on stuff I normally have no problem with.
It almost feels as if my brain is purposely messing with me
just to make me look bad and incompetent.
well you can pm me if you're interested in chatting. (28/male/wisconsin)