lonestar wrote:
AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
lonestar wrote:
Workface
Just doing my dayli work routine, and having my headphones on
I like your glasses. Are you from Texas? Your username is "Lone Star", so that's why I'm asking that question.
Hei
nope, im from Norway. My name "Lonestar"...its more like a lonesom star
There i shine alone
you see ?
Your answer (“its more like a lonesom star
There i shine alone
you see ?”) touched me. For more than one reason.
1° "Lone star"... My pseudo, "Fetika", is a word in reko paumotu (a Polynesian language spoken in the Tuamotu islands) meaning "A star that shines high in the night sky" (as opposed to an "eeva" which is a star that shines low over the horizon). Hence also my avatar which is a twinkling star (a fetika);
2° I chose this pseudo (and avatar) because I do feel lone. I always did in fact. Since I am a child, I felt I saw clearly obvious social mistakes that humans make daily and that cause them much more problems and sufferings than all natural catastrophes put together. Like, for instance, being more self-centered than gregarious, more money-oriented than group-oriented. I tried to tell them, to share what I saw and they seemed sometimes not to understand, more often not "wanting" to understand or, most of the time, not even noticing I said something.
3° I felt that this vision I held inside (Tibetans call it "Inner knowledge") was like Truth: impossible to change or to hide, shiny, but almost nobody cares, and many who do care because it may be dangerous to their self-centered interests. However I knew this 'inner knowledge" was true because it allowed me to understand many things that most humans don't, which allowed me to be able to predict many things that actually happened.
4° This made me feel like I was (and still am, many decades later) like a lone star. Just like the star who can't help but shine wether we look or not, wether we care or not, and whose light cant teach us so many things about the Universe we live in, but is unreachable; I felt far away from humans, I couldn't help but let this inner knowledge speak out through me wether they cared or not, and unreachable because of the differences that creates a communication barrier as efficient as the light-years distance of a star.
So, here is a picture I present to my (very few) friends who ask if I have a picture of me ;
P.S. : I also live in a northern country: Canada.