Thank you for the welcome, and for confirming I am not the only one with such an issue.
I should say I am somewhat anti social(I find society to be very fake), I find most conversations to be rather unfulfilling and full of fake sayings we have been programmed to say, so I don't bother most of the time now, I would rather live in my own world then kiss ass to backstabbers and b*****s. I would much rather talk about real things and get frustrated easily with ignorant people and have not found a "nice" "PC" way of approaching topics I find many people are in denial of. I hope you all wont hold that against me, I can be very blunt and I know I need to work on that.