Welcome Pips!
Feel you are suffering. Wish you will find your identity soon. It's excruciating not knowing who or what you are, truly feel for you. Having mental issues myself all my life, I can relate although every person deals with it in their own way and is unique.
If you feel you have Asperger's, follow that instinct. It's hard for females though, some get a misdiagnosis but try and voice what you feel even though you most likely have a lot of trouble doing that. Try writing it down if that is hard.
Wish you the best of luck and strength in your struggles, life often sucks for people like us but hold in there okay? You're a beautiful person, no matter what people say and deserve to be happy just like everyone else and deserve to be accepted. Stay safe and you can do it, I believe in you!
_________________
Please be good to nature and all animals. Please be kind, respectful and patient with everyone. Equality and equity.