GreenVelvetWorm wrote:
magicantian wrote:
I really struggle with my interests and I think it’ll help to just see that other people have interests of their own.
In what way do you struggle with your interests? Do you find they get in the way of other things, or that people find them strange?
I don’t know. I’m trying to figure that out. But when I was younger I had a habit about lying about my interests, or anything I just liked, to hide myself. I’d get so worried that I’d get too excited and want to share anything and everything I know about x subject, so I would just act very boring and lie and say I have the interests other people around me would have. (Looking back, I did a terrible job at this.) Now I just don’t talk to anyone, so no one asks. So, If I had to respond I think it is because people will find them strange and just
how interested I am in something will be unnerving.
I think this sources itself from my mother telling me to not act weird around others, but I don’t know that that means exactly so I just copy other people.
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