Hi everyone! I found this forum looking for other stuff. It seems is a forum about autism, Im not diagnosed with autism, Im diagnosed with Schizotypal Personality Disorder.
I got diagnosed like 2 years ago, Im 31yo. But I always knew "I had something going on". I became interested in psychology since I was 15yo or younger.
Started reading about psychology since I was 16yo when I had access to a computer with internet.
Used to think autism could be my diagnosis. Because I always felt socially off, had troubles relating with others, people seemee so loud and mean to me, I was just quiet and so not judgemental. Also had special interests that I spent lot of time researching and learning about. And also been sensitive to lights and sounds.
But nope, it seems is schizotypal what I have, I feel very ok with my diagnose, I feel it matchs pretty well with me due other symptoms that Ive had that are not part of the autism diagnose.
Recently I joined to an online group chat of people with autism from my town, we met in real just 1 time, I feel very nice around them.
I feel that I share the same sense that people with autism has about feeling different to the rest, not matching, trying to adapt, all that.
I guess others would be familiar with the feeling of "feeling more like an observer rather than a participant".
Anyway, I tried on psychology university, just did 2 years, sadly didnt finish.
So... Hi to everyone!