Welcome, Victor1985----I'm so glad you're here!!
I can imagine you're feeling a little lost and / or lonely, right now----maybe even angry that you didn't find this out, when you were a child, so that you could have had some help / better understanding of you, BY you, and from other people. You can feel rest-assured that most of us, who were diagnosed late, really know how you feel----and, you're not alone, anymore.
Here's to hoping you're able to get involved in conversations, here, that help you with learning about yourself, and you're feeling better, in no-time-flat!!
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White female; age 59; diagnosed Aspie.
I use caps for emphasis----I'm NOT angry or shouting. I use caps like others use italics, underline, or bold.
"What we know is a drop; what we don't know, is an ocean." (Sir Isaac Newton)