Nan wrote:
the drugs are still working....
speaking of drugs. . .
I am contemplating a bottle of the new SSRI stuff 'Sertraline' my psychologist got his psychatric nurse practioner to proscribe for me. (yeah, I know it is generic for Zoloft)
I am to do a half tab for three days, a full tab for 5 days a tab and a half for 5 days and two tabs for the rest of the bottle (of 60) I get to see her for two hours just when I go onto the two tabs (my psych must have told her that I was pretty bad off and to wait until I got with the program before she sees me.
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anyway, I am not doing it for Asperger's Syndrome. I am doing it for a co-morbid I am embarassed beyond all understanding to even admit, although I am researching it relentlessly (as only an Aspie can
) and now that I am in the mood to work on it, I throughly expect I will speed through the therapy for it with excellent results.
Although as I go thorough the DX and the recommended therapies, I must say, I am simply agog at the identification I am having with the behavior. I want to lie on the floor and die with embarassment at how I treated other people not only in my past, but in my present, because I just didn't know any better
well, I will keep you posted on my SSRI journey. I asked the pharmacist 'how will I know if it working' and he said something like the dark cloud would lift, and he must have noticed the incomprehension on my face. I don't know from dark clouds, I guess. He said I would just feel better, more energy, would want to be with my friends more, appreciate my family, want to be more social. . ."
I started to crack up before I made myself straight face because I thought about the old joke
"Will I ever play the violin again"
"yes, you will
" wow, that's great, I never played the violin before!"
anyway. We shall see.
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