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Hello, I get the same way, I literaly have no friends and struggling with homelessness etc, and my father was in complete denial aswell but now because things have gotten so bad he has come round and started to talking to proffesionals etc.

Basicaly, I can understand what you are going through and if you want to pm you can.

adios

Why do I feel like I don't deserve any of it?

That's why I came to this website; I want to stop feeling this way and figure out why I feel this way. This is a lot more than just low self-esteem. Some days I'm motivated and relatively happy; but those days are becoming more and more rare. I spend my days and nights alone when I'm not in class. I don't allow myself to interact with others, because I feel like "why bother trying"?

This last month I have felt like every insult, critism, shuv, and push to the ground I've indured is suddenly crashing down on me all at once. It's overwhelming; I can barely get through the weeks without crumbling apart. Then I beat myself up for letting myself be defeated by the past and get upset all over again.

Welkome to WrongPlanet.

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Well...I think there is still many things I need to sort inside of myself. I can't really see a doctor, my health insurance sucks. I feel a little better today than yesterday strangely. Maybe its because I'm reaching out to others like me, I think this was something long overdue. I was very afraid of getting involved in the very community I may actually fit into, just gotta take one step at a time I see now. Thanks Chronos and everyone else that answered this forum. Even the people that just simply welcomed me here, it was much appreciated.

Well, you'll be listened to in the forum! I hope that you feel less alone very soon. Isolation isn't good for you, even on a physical level. Even something like going to a specific coffee shop every morning can surround you with new people.

Welcome to the forum. c:

I can sympathies, i am quite lonely as well, also welcome to wrongplanet

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I kind of see where you're coming from...
my parents are in denial of my AS diagnosis they have been in denial for 10years which is why i didnt find out till this year when i went looking through my medical records.
i have been extremely depressed also to the point of thinking and doing really bad things and then hating myself more for thinking and doing those things. its a horrible vicious cycle. Ive found the thing that helps the most is having people to talk to which is why im here

feel free to pm me if you need someone to talk to about anything

I'm an exceedingly withdrawn guy trying to get out of my shell and meet people. Feel free to pm me, I have been through all that.