Lau wrote:
The first time I took one of the online tests, I didn't really understand the question. After I'd read more on Asperger's, I realised why I didn't understand the question, and didn't answer it with my "fake" answer, but a more genuine one. Does that make sense?
Yes that makes some sense.
When I was lying in bed last night, I realised some of the answers I put down were not right. I had more of a tendency to choose the middle answers because I didn't know. Some of the questions I didn't understand and others I didn't read properly, some I think could be worded better. I've also editted my posts because I realise they were not very 'appropriate' and to fix some grammar. I've also realised emotionally I don't really care about a lot. I don't show much feeling towards my close family members. A lot of what I follow is just protocol. I am emotionally detached but I try to pretend I care to other people when I really don't because that's what I've learnt myself to do. I just do what I have to when I have to because I know it is the accepted norm from analysis, but it takes me some time to work out what I have to do. Also how quiet I am, the way I prefer to observe rather than participate.
The more I think about, the more I think I have 'high functioning autism', set apart from aspergers by my language delay as an infant. I am very analytical with everything I do. Although obviously there are some variations amongst people who are classified. I struggle to get anything done without working from lists.
Thanks for your help with this matter.
Best regards
Mark
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