12 Jan 2009, 6:22 pm
I keep fearing I will be alone forever, I tried posting personal ads but almost all of the responses were disgusting and made me think all NTs only want sex and self satisfaction. 
The only girls I can seem to be OK with are online and even then only if they like my strangeness or the way I type any random thought that pops in my head. 
It is bad enough I am not very attractive, I have a lot to give but no one will even try to give me a shot.
