ngeh? i'd always thought my 'obsessions' were just me wanting to squeeze as much work/info into the smallest timeframe possible!
i call it 'efficiency' :-/
as a kid
- lego, but i really hated the yellow ones. and they taste nice. try chewing one honest!
- making outfits for my barbies. they seldom interacted with each other. i always used them as models for my fashion lineup. if a pair of shoes were missing i'd get upset and stop playing. worse if one side of a pair went missing
- making curvy patterns from multiple straight lines. would spend hours during lessons using up my graph and letter pad papers
- stamps, stickers, shells
- counting cars in the carpark while sitting by the window/off the ledge of my 24th storey flat
- death and how i would die. constantly wrote and re-wrote my will
as an adult
- knitting, beading, tatting, crocheting. they can't be freeform, i've tried and wound up unpicking/unravelling and re-doing the project if even ONE stitch/bead were out of place. or abandoned if i get really upset about it. mild form of OCD my friends call it. control freak says others. a ferpectionist says me
- Spoonerisms!
- baking. i'd bake cookies/cakes/pies into the wee hours of the morning and have to give away the cookies to anyone who'd eat them cos i'd overbake for no reason except i felt compelled to
- ailments. have been sickly since i was a kid, now i refer to dr google (i know i shouldn't but.....it's too convenient!) to comfort/scare myself. those inserts that come with my medications are a fave read. i admit to being a mild hypochondriac, but i believe my cynicism offsets it and keeps me marginally sane if i don't go check them out i'll be a freaking mess hiding in my room thinking i'd be dead in two days. i spend the two days on dr google reassuring myself that i don't have all the symptoms and it could really, just, be a cold.
- psychology, e.g. dyslexia (brother and bf suffer from it), BPD, bipolarism, schizophrenia (strong family history), depression, ADD, now AS.
- programming. i often dream of algorithms and wake up rushing to the computer to work on any current project. i did my final year project in 36 hrs straight and lost 3 kgs that week. i still dream in code, nightmares involve iterative loops.
- anime and tv series marathons i.e. Naruto, Azumanga Dai-oh, Samurai Champloo, Scrubs (nods at Philostrate), CSI. I just HAVE to watch them non-stop or i don't start at all.
- computer games, console games
- whether i fit in socially. then after beating myself up over some social boo-boo, i just don't bother
all my life
- checklists, categorizing and sub-classifying objects (duh!)
- revealing too much info! :X
- sex. discovered dad's porn stash and learnt how good my secret button felt at 7, first orgasm at 12 and semi-obsessed nymphomaniac-in-denial ever since
Starr - "I'm not sure of the difference between an interest and an obsession."
totally agreed. my obsessions rotate and have seasons too.
somebody stop me already my list is too long even by my standards!