anbuend wrote:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnylM1hI2jc[/youtube]
Of all the videos I watched up to this point, your's is the only one I had to watch twice.
I found your singing and your motions strangely soothing and calming. I actually felt my mind connect to the language you were using, because I could associate with those objects you were interacting with. I got the fact that you were mimicking the flag fluttering, and your movements made perfect sense.
I also realized, after watching that video, and reading other posts you made, that you are a perfectly normal person, with an imperfect brain-to-world interface. Nothing is wrong with your mind, or your intelligence. You are not ret*d in any sense. You simply cannot get the messages communicated from the brain to the world in the same way as those people who regard themselves as "normal."
Thank you for the enlightenment, especially about how you didn't even believe you were autistic, because in your own self perception, you are just like everyone else in your reasoning and thinking and interaction. However, the interaction you thought you were having was mostly in your mind, and I've struggled with that myself, which is one big reason I have never had a girlfriend, because of my social ineptitude with asperger's has caused my thinking to believe that I have been interacting, when in fact, I have not. At least, not according to social "norms."
I could even see you as touring the country and talk shows with a portable laptop and talking to audiences about your disability and making it very clear how real a person you are and how you are basically no less intelligent, thoughtful, or creative as any other person who has a working brain to world interface. Not saying you don't have a working brain to world interface, but your's is simply so different that most of us cannot relate to it without help.
After all, if you didn't have a working interface, you wouldn't even be able to tell us as much as you have so far. I hold you in high regard, and look forward to reading anything you might reply with.
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