The Dino-Aspie Ex-Café (for Those 40+... or feeling creaky)
sinsboldly
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Now I'm going to tell you all something I'v never told ANYONE except my mom (not until 15 years later, and she thought it was funny that I'd pulled it off) and I hope none of those people EVER see this. If any of the people I fooled DO see this, I'm sorry. (sorta, it was fun!)
I pretended to be "Deaf" for the whole time I was at the tracks. (I'd taken sign language classes cause I had a crush on a deaf boy) Told them all I "read lips" and was VERY convincing cause noone ever found out about it. It was really liberating, I did't have to talk to anyone and people would say "any and everything" to you. The best part was that people left you alone and I guess from a physicological level it gave me a reason to justify "Not fitting in" cause I knew by then that I did't fit in anywhere. Did that make any sense? Lots of stories I could tell about the track. I can cuss fluently in spanish cause of it. Panamian jockeys. Theres a good joke about jockeys but this is a family site
too kewl! good for you!! (wish i'd have thought of that one!)
isn't that the most clever idea?? That has the best creative thinking ticket! At least people have been sensitized to deafness and don't make demands on them they can't fulfil, unlike autistic or AS that they have NO idea what our needs are. . .
(totally out for me, though. I would blow the cover in the first 30 seconds rattling off the origin of the first braided latigo reins and how the cro-magnon first broke the wild horse in BCE 100,050. . on a Wednesday. . in the morning, and it was raining well, not really pouring down, but just a fine mist, really, not qute a drizzle. . .and then. . .)
I know, she was good, wasn't she? And at such a young age. We should put her in charge of something in here.
why, put her and pheonixiis in charge of the horses!
Merle
Does that mean I can have a pony now?
ponies are small, NaN. . .don't you want a full size horse??
Now I'm going to tell you all something I'v never told ANYONE except my mom (not until 15 years later, and she thought it was funny that I'd pulled it off) and I hope none of those people EVER see this. If any of the people I fooled DO see this, I'm sorry. (sorta, it was fun!)
I pretended to be "Deaf" for the whole time I was at the tracks. (I'd taken sign language classes cause I had a crush on a deaf boy) Told them all I "read lips" and was VERY convincing cause noone ever found out about it. It was really liberating, I did't have to talk to anyone and people would say "any and everything" to you. The best part was that people left you alone and I guess from a physicological level it gave me a reason to justify "Not fitting in" cause I knew by then that I did't fit in anywhere. Did that make any sense? Lots of stories I could tell about the track. I can cuss fluently in spanish cause of it. Panamian jockeys. Theres a good joke about jockeys but this is a family site
too kewl! good for you!! (wish i'd have thought of that one!)
isn't that the most clever idea?? That has the best creative thinking ticket! At least people have been sensitized to deafness and don't make demands on them they can't fulfil, unlike autistic or AS that they have NO idea what our needs are. . .
(totally out for me, though. I would blow the cover in the first 30 seconds rattling off the origin of the first braided latigo reins and how the cro-magnon first broke the wild horse in BCE 100,050. . on a Wednesday. . in the morning, and it was raining well, not really pouring down, but just a fine mist, really, not qute a drizzle. . .and then. . .)
I know, she was good, wasn't she? And at such a young age. We should put her in charge of something in here.
why, put her and pheonixiis in charge of the horses!
Merle
Does that mean I can have a pony now?
ponies are small, NaN. . .don't you want a full size horse??
Can I have a Percheron now, and someone else to clean up after it?
sinsboldly
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Location: Bandon-by-the-Sea, Oregon
Now I'm going to tell you all something I'v never told ANYONE except my mom (not until 15 years later, and she thought it was funny that I'd pulled it off) and I hope none of those people EVER see this. If any of the people I fooled DO see this, I'm sorry. (sorta, it was fun!)
I pretended to be "Deaf" for the whole time I was at the tracks. (I'd taken sign language classes cause I had a crush on a deaf boy) Told them all I "read lips" and was VERY convincing cause noone ever found out about it. It was really liberating, I did't have to talk to anyone and people would say "any and everything" to you. The best part was that people left you alone and I guess from a physicological level it gave me a reason to justify "Not fitting in" cause I knew by then that I did't fit in anywhere. Did that make any sense? Lots of stories I could tell about the track. I can cuss fluently in spanish cause of it. Panamian jockeys. Theres a good joke about jockeys but this is a family site
too kewl! good for you!! (wish i'd have thought of that one!)
isn't that the most clever idea?? That has the best creative thinking ticket! At least people have been sensitized to deafness and don't make demands on them they can't fulfil, unlike autistic or AS that they have NO idea what our needs are. . .
(totally out for me, though. I would blow the cover in the first 30 seconds rattling off the origin of the first braided latigo reins and how the cro-magnon first broke the wild horse in BCE 100,050. . on a Wednesday. . in the morning, and it was raining well, not really pouring down, but just a fine mist, really, not qute a drizzle. . .and then. . .)
I know, she was good, wasn't she? And at such a young age. We should put her in charge of something in here.
why, put her and pheonixiis in charge of the horses!
Merle
Does that mean I can have a pony now?
ponies are small, NaN. . .don't you want a full size horse??
Can I have a Percheron now, and someone else to clean up after it?
as a child I loved Clydesdales. . I called them "Marshmellow Feet Horses" and went into raptures when they pulled the beer wagon on the old Budwiser commercials . . . all that sinuey flesh, those feet and all that beer. .
sigh...
sure, we will get Postie to get Ike to hot walk them. . .
sinsboldly
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I use to just love it when people would try and get(teach) the nice quiet girl with CAPD to clap with the music.
"Hey, come on, clap along."
"I can't clap, really."
"Nah, come one, here," he says and grabs my hands and forces me to clap.
After about four beats of carefully watching his hands after he let mine go I would lose the beat.
"You can't clap."
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure I told you that." duh!
Or, I would be watching someone's hands and trying again when all of the sudden they would get cute and add to everyones beat by clapping on the offbeat. Sheesh. You don't even want to know the torture my private music teacher had to go through. Let's just say that it doesn't matter what surface or device you use as a metronome, its not gonna change me from playing the song to the beat I hear in my head.
I still have
"Jay, Joe, Jeans and his Jelly-beans.... Hey!, let's sing a song about "J"
in my head. I kinda like this one. I'll rewind to hear it again
And if I get to be in charge of horses then I say
"Step right up and pick your favorite! We've got Belgians, Clydsdales, Throughbreds, Arabians, Quarter Horses, Appaloosa's (what mine was. half quarter, half Appy) Pintos, Palaminos, Morgans, and remember...
if you don't see it here, we'll get it for you. Finanicing available for qualified buyers " (Done in my best "Cal Worthington" impersonation.)
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZfmPjWPBQE[/youtube]
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If only closed minds came with closed mouths. Lau: "But where would they put their feet?" Postpaleo: "Up their ass."
I listen to Bochelli EVERY night at work. It is beautiful.
I was just over on the Gensis thread posting my favorite Gensis song."Home by the Sea" Anything whit ghosts in it is cool w/ me. Except I could live and die happy if I never hear "Hotel California" again. Completely burnt-out on it.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNcZ8Nv5EAc[/youtube]
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If only closed minds came with closed mouths. Lau: "But where would they put their feet?" Postpaleo: "Up their ass."
Lau,thanks for the links...they did find some spyware(some from mocrosoft I kept out of fear of screwing something up.)It didnt solve the problem,though,which is as follows.
Everytime I click on a link the computer pops up a window saying...microsoft is configureing HPIZ450,I usually just push cancel and the computer goes to the link...but it happens everytime I link to anything.If I dont automatically cancel,I get the following messages..
The feature you are trying to use is on CD-Rom or other removable disk.Insert the disk and click OK(I havent loaded any,honest)
Then it says...
Error1706.No valid source could be found for product.The windows installer can not continue.
I was having a similiar problem before my other log on page stopped connecting,now I use my boyfriends,on the same computer.
The program they were trying to install then was "Plug and Play monitor"....more software I have never loaded on this machine and have no idea where it came from but still shows up whenever I start up the computer.On his log in I just push cancel,because when I pushed "Install" on my log in page,they said this software is not compatable with mocrosoft and everything went nuts.Even weirder,when I go into my computer it says I dont have ANY monitor installed(so what the hell am I using?)It does say there are two unknown monitors(one is the plug and play and they both have something to do with mobile?which I dont think I have...I'm just sitting here,not mobiling anyware???)
Can you make any sense of this?Should I try and get rid of these mystery monitors is it the only thing keeping me on-line(since the computer claims I have no other monitors?Freaky.
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Everytime I click on a link the computer pops up a window saying...microsoft is configureing HPIZ450,
The feature you are trying to use is on CD-Rom or other removable disk.Insert the disk and click OK(I havent loaded any,honest)
Then it says...
Error1706.No valid source could be found for product.The windows installer can not continue.
The program they were trying to install then was "Plug and Play monitor"....more software I have never loaded on this machine and have no idea where it came from but still shows up whenever I start up the computer.
Most (all?) monitors, these days are not just output devices. They let the computer read them, too. Monitors have all sorts of capabilities, that vary, one to the next. Via a fairly limited "interface", they tell the computer what they can manage. E.g. This monitor can handle 180x1024 32-bit colour. The one in the next room can only do 1024x768 16bit.
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I have a phantom monitor still on my computer (acer Aspire 5100 lap top) whenever I rummage through the hidden icons
on the task-bar I see "HP digital imaging monitor" is there any way to get rid of this without messing something else up?
I'm wondering what else is living in my hard-drive without paying rent.
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