tinmaiden wrote:
I started playing the violin when I was five; I never had a problem performing because it was a good way to get people to like me.
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But I can definitely relate to anxiety... after-recitals were terrible because everyone wanted to talk, and I just wanted to sit down and drink punch and eat a cookie without having to deal with praise or small-talk.
I really like Dream Theater, too. The first song I heard was "Solitary Shell," and I related to it a great deal. I'm sorry to hear that your keyboard got stolen, that is pretty terrible.
Do you write any music? You said that you play what feels good.
I've written things here and there, but never recorded anything. A lot of things I've forgotten cos I get discouraged. I've been wanting to start a project for years, but people either flake on me, or I just never find anyone interested in what I want to do. I tend to make melancholic stuff, and a lot of my lyrics are the same. Well, either that, or about strange things. I look back on some of the early things I've written and think, "that makes no sense at all," but it sounds good, nonetheless.
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I wish I had a fully weighted 88-key piano. I had a Korg TR-88, but that's one that I sold to buy myself a new camera. Hopefully, one day I can buy new equipment again and get back into music. Right now I'm just trying to get the hell out of this state.
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