Um, heh, hi

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Joined: 7 Jun 2009
Age: 33
Gender: Male
Posts: 88

08 Jun 2009, 9:25 pm

I feel exceptionally awkward. I've started like 5 different posts on other sites and typed paragraphs about myself, but then I feel self-conscious and delete it.

So, I joined AVEN some time ago because I thought I was Asexual. Now I know I'm demi-sexual, something I'd never heard of before then. Anyway, someone posted a thingy saying that there might be a link between aspergers and asexuality, so I looked up aspergers, and all I can say is "THAT explains some things I was beating myself up over." I thought I was just exceptionally strange and stubborn as a child and that's why I did such stupid things like tell people off when they weren't doing things the same or seemed to be being purposefully different to annoy me. I still regret that very much, but I've grown a lot. Now I'm a really social guy, though if people let me talk the way I want I tend to kill the crowd with stories I think are interesting, but apparently aren't. Even people that are interested can't stand it very long because I keep going on and on and sometimes go monotone. *sigh* I dunno what's wrong with me, but I'm working on it, and I guess it helps that I know it's a condition, and that I'm not just a uniquely weird guy with no one that understands.

I've pretty much worked over all the problems I've had and now I'm getting more friends, and this year I even had 3 relationships! My first 3, heh (that makes me kinda depressed, lol). The first 2 relationships were girls, and the 3rd was a boy *blush*, he was my favorite, even though it only lasted a week. First kiss and he's very much like me, but more confused about his gender ^^.

*sigh* So, other than that, I just see the colors blue and green veiling over my sight sometimes, clearly when I close my eyes. I notice things other people don't, like how if you look carefully into the bright sky or white wall, there will be multi-colored sparkles dancing across the vision. It's quite pretty. I'm very artistic, and I've always been able to visualize things cinematically in my mind. And I love music.

That's about it, cept: Hi, I'm Danny. I'm 5'3.5", have green/gray tinted eyes, and dark scraggly brown hair. Nice to meet you! :oops: Oh, and I love running.

edit: Aaaaaand, I'm 17 years old. Can't believe I forgot that XD

double edit: from Indiana, US