OddFinn wrote:
Hi, Maxime. Welcome. I hope you'll feel at home here.
I actually never feel at home anywhere except during light rain at night or thunderstorm at least since I started to be depressive, back then I admit I felt at home by simply felt at home by playing video games or simply studying (preferably electronic related stuff but shrug like I said earlier simply learning something is good enough for me)
Actually only course I didn't like in school were french(main language course), physic (trouble is that like to learn about physic, so maybe it was just that I had a teacher poorly adapted to me), economic (never understood a thing in that course, only reason I passed is because I use to be good with mathematic) and philosophy (not that the course is bad, it just that when they ask you to explain your idea I either stare blindly at my paper or write in a way that might be too odd for the teacher)
Now if I return to the depressive part, I admit I started to be depressive a bit before I turn 18 years old until this summer, the degree of depression varied along that time line and only time it actually stopped, until this summer, was when I returned to school in winter 2004 after my major depression in 2002.
And this it ended a month ago when I received a simple gift, an old book actually. Which woke up a part of my I had buried 11 years ago.
Will continue to write later, getting to be a bit too much overwhelming for my mind.