Hi everybody.
I'm blastoff. I got the nickname when I was about 13. Undiagnosed and untreated ADHD may have had something to do with that.
My journey is one of an unhappy childhood, an intense college experience (before I dropped out due to what I now know was a classic AS long-term meltdown), and a very unsettled adulthood, until about five years ago. I have struggled with severe depression all my life. It's better now, thanks to meds, support, working through some emotional stuff, and an understanding that I am not a total nutcase.
The diagnosis of AS, about 3.5 years ago, was critical. AS explains a lot of things about me that were previously these scattered and apparently unrelated odd and sometimes troublesome things that didn't make any sense at all. I cannot tell you how important it has been to be able to "connect the dots" and say "Ah! So *this* is why _____________!" AS makes my life make sense.
So now you know. Thanks for listening.
blastoff