Long have I dwelt on forums and social networks, mostly invisible and largely ignored, never able to find a niche for my thoughts, never able to make any real friends nor establish any sort of base of reflection of thoughts and ideas that would get any feedback. I never really associated this with being an aspie until recently, when I discovered this site, and investigated it, and now I feel like a fool.
I then created an account and observed many of the discussions that interested me, never really participating save for a few. I am willing to give it a chance, though I've never been able to relate to anyone on much before, so I have doubts. I have never truly felt part of anything before, ever. My interests have often kept me off to the side, and mostly hidden. Not that I have any real problem with this (among NTs, I'm thankful), it's just that I think there may be others like me who may share similar opinions, who are aspies, and can relate.
A brief summary of my interests would be music and recording music, mostly different forms of ambient, electronica and metal. I am very opinionated on music (well, highly opinionated in general), and I harbor a strong intolerance for some kinds of music, so it's not always an easy subject for discussion with anyone, but there you go. I play piano and drums and maintain a music project called Krowhaven, which is mostly experimental ambient. I have a myspace for it, for those who are curious.
I don't like simply listing my interests and preferences as if they were a mere list, so I'll just leave that as it is. I'd rather talk about it than simply writing a bland post with general information, I find the flow of a conversation much more agreeable...
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I came from very far
A little unknown star
I don't know what to do
I am sitting on the moon.