Doc Holiday, Tombstone:
“…there's just something about him. Something around the eyes. I don't know, reminds me of… me.”
Hey Thom. A few things about you struck me as similar to myself. My name’s Max, I’m also 21, also with Aspergers, and I’m also a student. But frankly the thing that most struck a chord was the fact that my life is also a dark pit of unending depression. Undoubtedly this has been in a large part to do with the effects of AS, but also responsible is my atrocious and perpetual bad luck, and indeed that as you pointed out; people suck. My situation in trying to get a girlfriend is also similar, with the one lady I really wanted now regarding me as being firmly stuck in the ‘friend zone’. I could kick myself, and regularly do.
Anyway, I digress. My life has been an ever degrading spiral of darkness, desolation, misery and super-magic-party-fun (ignore the last one – it’s a bad joke) for an impressive amount of time, and I have made many attempts to remedy the situation. Admittedly, they haven’t really worked, but I do think that if I hadn’t tried various measures, things would be worse; ie: I wouldn’t be here. If I can help at all or you want to exchange advice, then I think you’ll find me to be an affable guy, and surprisingly cheery, in a morbid kind of a way. My email address for my MSN is [email protected]. I promise I’m not a nutter. Not much of a one, anyway.
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Most would rather be wrong than different.