kso here's the deal
got diagnosed when i was in 7th grade with aspergers and i don't believe a word of what the doctor says, basically. while i may have some of the symptoms and what not, i'm pretty sure that i've verified with countless other 'normal' people that are you know average and not diagnosed with something in the dsm that hey, they do these things too. i don't even know, y'know? went to a couple camps and met other people with it and i'm like 'what, no, i'm not even remotely similar to these people' - had a friend who i found out had it - and he was seriously crazy - one week worshipping satan and then next telling me things i didn't want to hear... before you go on and say that's insensitive - it was just the kinds of things that a decent person doesn't do, and i don't think that people who've got autism aren't decent.
anyway whatevs i'm only really here because i guess it could be worthwhile. its kinda like that club you were forced into. idk.
i will also never tell anyone, i had to sign up on this forum with a whole diff username than i usually use and all that jazz - i just don't want people knowing this 'cause i'm already made fun of enough.
hahahaha also i realise how hard it is to censor myself for this post 'cause some of this crap gets me real ticked off y'know?
i'm rambling now and i've really not done anything!
so 'sup i'd tell you my name but like i said i want to stay anonymous - so call me dugeun. i'm 17 years old and i love the arts.
oh. i used to be really sociable irl. then people made fun of me, so i guess somewhere along the way i decided to stop talking to people as much? well, not exactly - i'm just ten times shyer now than i ever used to be.
being jaded sucks, doesn't it?