Hi, I'm Kai. I'm new and I'm guessing I've got AS.

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I'm Kai, I'm 15, I love chemistry, computers, The demonata by Darron Shan, I usually spend a lot of my time reading on wiki, or books.
Live in the USA, Living life the way I want/need to.


I've recently found out that I might have AS, I got ADHD, ( that's a def ).
I kinda want to give you all a brief background and reasons why I think I do have AS.

My best friend has mild-moderate autism, love that kid to death, ( in a friend way).
I met him at a diagnostic center I go to for not doing so great with other peers and I think for " being too weird"

1. I do have my, " temper tantrums." I like to call it that haha. I'm not the violent type, I just get really worked up, sometimes anything sets me off if im having a hard time with people in general. Gonna be honest, I yell, I scream, I look like a 5 year old sometimes, but it does feel good sometimes.

2. I have 3 good friends, I talk to other people but I always think I'm coming off weird and I always say, " wait, I didn't mean that, I mean i said it wrong," but oh well :p. Other than that I usually just talk to myself a lot and and avoid other people because im not good with NT's. I'm better with others like me.

3. Sometimes, I do obsess over people and always wonder if they are thinking something bad about me, or I said something I shouldn't have said. Other times I get overly paranoid about how my friend with autism is doing, like, eg. Did he do anything so that I can't see him the next day because of his behavior, or did I make him worried that I told him that I'm worried about him?

4. I do find stimming enjoyable, and calming, I tent to stare at one spot until everything around it darkens and kinda has a funny tint to it, but then I got to either not blink or move my eyes because then I have to do it all over again, and a lot of other things.

5. People always told me I lack empathy, I don't, it's just a challenging thing for me to understand most of the time.

6. Most of the time, I do want everything to go my way and if that can't happen, I get stressed, But I do control that most of the time, thank god.

I could write much more, but, i'm kinda lazy right now, it's 6am here in CT. I know I'm missing a lot of details. Comment if you would like to, i'll get back as soon as I can.

Kai!

Hey, I'm the severely depressed 15 year old computer geek. I know enough about computers to make guesses about how things work and to be correct. The only reason I'm here is because I have a family.

I hope you enjoy your stay.

Welcome to WrongPlanet.

Hello, Kai. Welcome to WP!

Haha, thanks, Im basicly the same with computers.

Welcome to WP!

Hello and welcome to the Wrong Planet community, Kai.

To WrongPlanet!! !

I can program. I use GNU/Linux. This is now officially a geek fight.

.I'm good with modding 360 mw2 profiles, networking issues, doing stuff the long way via cmd. I also love toying around with my HTC Touch Pro 2. I want to learn how to "cook", or make my own roms for it. Modding Pc games, for the heck of it.
I don't wanna start a competion though, haha. I could go on for hours.

Hey Kai. It must be pretty hard reading with ADHD.

Awesome, awesome, cmd isn't a cmd line, Windows Mobile (ugh), I don't get that, I don't get that, done that, IT ALREADY IS.

And thanks everyone for the welcome, and also, I actually love reading. School work, for me, if I don't take my meds ( 40mg Vyvanse), I get too distracted with daydreaming, I also tend to talk to myself in class, thank god I'm at my secondary school.
I also have high frequency hearing loss, can't hear anything above 7500 Hz, not that I even need to. Only way ill hear noises like that is if they are really close to my ears. Lol, if its a high freq. beep, I keep thinking that I hear it and my ears start to ring like crazy, and it makes me crazy. Stuff that's in that frequency range is dog whistles and stuff like that, but do I even care for their annoyance, no. Only reason I got hearing aids is because I can connect my ipod touch via bluetooth via a streamer, and I can listen to music in class without my teachers knowing lol. Hey, my insurance had it all covered so it was free, why not?

Also, this site is mobile-friendly, bit slow on phones n' stuff but better than nothing. Thanks to who ever made this site the way it is!

Sorry for writing so much but, last thing, how do I help my friend who also has autism not play video games all day and do something else with me sometimes? I mean, we do sit down every once in a while and have fun poking each other haha, but I do try to put some interest into his interests. It's a little less severe in my case, but I'm kinda the same, might be maturity.

Thanks in advanced.

I knew the cmd part didn't explain enough., a rom is a modified version of the operating sys, like removing all the bloatware, and boiling it down to the specifics. I want my phone to go fast as hell, might have to use, forgot the word, go to xda devs, lmao, and I think every computer geek who plays games modifies them to some extent haha. And, LET THE COMPETITION BEGIN, I mean, if you want haha.

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