After years of going through cyberspace and being on quite a few forums (under many different names), I finally found a place (or as close as I'm gonna get right now) that I may finally be able to relate to a whole lot better. I actually only heard about this site a few days ago when I finally decided to check out more about AS.
Despite only turning 18 a few months ago, I feel like I have gone through a lot in my life. I may not have had to deal with things like jobs (yet), living poor, or other physical things, but emotional, a lot. I took a lot of heat from a lot of things from a lot of people, including family. I don't always feel like the things I took heat from were my fault, but rather just people not accepting the way I feel.
I'm quite tired of dealing with those kind of people who think they control the world and that everyone must comfort to their standards or else. I gotten almost nowhere dealing with these kind of people in the past, both in real life and on the Internet. I felt misunderstood no matter where I gone. I also still have yet to find other groups of people with very similar combination of beliefs as me. Sure I'll find groups with a little or some of what I believe in, but none with nearly everything I believe in. Creating my own website to address this may not have for a long time, if ever.
I'm tired of feeling like I belong nowhere. “If you don't like it, get out!” and go where? Seems like no matter what I did on other websites, I never been very popular. Hopefully, all that changes here. Hopefully, I find the right place. A place where I can feel welcome, accepted, and not an outcast among most other people. Being different has been such a crime in the past I want changed. Here, I hope at the Wrong Planet, I can change these things. Hopefully, I can start my “new life” here.
I could go on and on, but I rather not extend my welcome post too much, but rather just give people a basic idea of what I'm about. If I stay around, expect rants, lots of them, from me.
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