Hi everyone,
I'm a graphic designer/artist, but really I'm a stay-at-home mom with 2 precocious little kids. I'm about 99% percent sure I must have Asperger's, but I've only recently been able to figure it out. I seem to have a fairly high level of social skills, some natural, a lot self-taught over the years, which is why it's been going on unrecognized for so long.
I was starting to think that I was crazy, never understanding why certain things make me feel so off-balance and anxious, keeping my hands in my pockets or grabbing my arm when I talked to people, and then going home and stimming like mad as I processed the conversation in whispers to myself later (so exhausting!) I began doing some research related to some quirks and social difficulties my daughter has, and suddenly a lot of things fell into place and my whole life began to make sense. I took a bunch of tests online and I put the scores in my signature line.
I'm still trying to process it all, and I haven't really told anyone except my husband (who already knew in his own way, and thinks I'm fantastic the way I am, thank goodness!) but I really need to learn how to accept myself and find other people who understand what I still struggle with.
I'm really glad to have found a place where I can be myself and look forward to hearing about other people's experiences.
_________________
Aspie Quiz: Aspie-140/NT-92
Self-scored RAADS-R: 149
EQ 31 (high end of low range)/ SQ-Revised 86 (9 points higher than Aspie average)