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Hi,

Intro V.2.

After a mildly upsetting run in with a member I decided to just leave this domain to his grubby hands. Eventually he sent me something that in his mentality must resemble.... apology. Or something. I still can't really separate anything he writes from a pervading feeling of filth on my screen, so I'll never know if it was what one might be able to call genuine.

Then I got a message that was actually nice... And after all this time.... I still listen to 5PRYME, Kxmode, nitro2k01 and DKJ Productions on a daily basis. Could I really deny myself this place forever? 'Parrently not.

Hi... Self-important statement of return almost complete. Bare with me if you like.

In my time away I did discover something quite important for myself. Many of you probably already knew this, those that were diagnosed younger I hope had parents that at least attempted this for your sakes: the gluten-, casein- and soy-free diet. Wikipedia is rather negative about it, but I got my information from a book called The Kid-Friendly ADHD and Autism Cookbook. I tried it (whole-heartedly and with teeth gritted through the ordeal) and can report nothing but complete f**king success.

Basically many people with our particular guts are getting high on "common" foods. I can attest to this being the reason for my being seriously spaced out for hours at a time, having a stunted social development (due to being almost constantly high on the repeated consumption of these elements) since I lacked sober time to really process the social world. I lacked sober time to process a lot of things. I can't even stress enough that essentially: quitting these foods has saved my life.

I am no longer pinned to the ground staring at clouds or whatever is nearby.

I am no longer constantly f**king confused by everything.

I no longer suddenly lose my ability to be MYSELF with no apparent warning. Now I KNOW what the problem is and I never let it happen to me, resulting in the full manifestation of my personality and talents, passion, feelings, non-feelings, thoughts, memories, all are available and normal.

I hesitate to call this a cure for one reason only....

I am definitely still not normal, and normal people still hate the f*ck out of me, ergo in normie language I am still sick.

In fact, tbh ,I think my new grasp on myself is more unnerving to such weak people than my food-stoned-self.

SO,

Heil,

Love,

Apx

Welcome back to WP!

Welcome back!

Welcome back to the neighborhood, Apx.

I remember you... Anyways welcome back.

Back To WrongPlanet!! !