Hello All,
Just introducing myself to the crew! I've been lurking on the boards for some time now and I'm happy to join this forum full of great people and information. I look forward to interact with all of you!
A little about myself....
- I'm a female, 29 years old, undiagnosed with asperger's (and you'll soon find out why!).
- Been weird, out of place, unfitting all my life.
- I live in a small town in Ontario and it sucks.
- I am isolated and I've made the conscious decision to challenge myself and make efforts to reach out and come of my shell. It ain't easy. Nt's are scary as hell!!
- I can't relate! (that's my life motto! even before I had any clue it was due to asperger's)
- I suck at clues, hints and reading people. I always get it wrong. You really need to make yourself clear with me.
- I love music of all type; my hobbies are reading, making perfumes and cosmetic products.
- I have my own tiny little company which I'm working at expanding.... yep! Now or never, i need to get on with mastering social skills. My survival depends on it.
- I am black, so ppl just see me as an agry black b***h. I got all the diagnosis in the book. Each doctor overriding the previous with their own "expert opinion" on things.
- I look dumb, but i'm not.
- I like to dance. All the time! lol
- I have not one single friend. I stay away from my family, for my own good. I don't like but it's the better alternative for me. This is the hardest, darkest side of me and this condition. Isolation is a constant struggle and battle.
- I'm not that scary! I'm real good person within. I always seek to improve and challenge my thinking.
That's the intro for now. More to know about me in time... Looking forward to know ppl here.
Anyone in Ontario, give me a shout. I'm a local girl (mostly cuz i don't have money to travel! lol). It'd be nice to know there's other ppl alike near me.
It's lonely out here! But I keep on smiling and keep on surviving. There's days i don't smile at all....
It's work in progress....
Take care everyone!! !