Hi all, am new here.
I'm 22 this year, Singaporean chinese and had just recently self-diagnosed myself for being a mild aspie. I really hate to be lonely but I hate socializing too. So I guess I will try this place out. I happen to be a homosexual also which I once thought why are my genes so screwed up.
It is really so hard to be gay and autistic both at the same time. I mean, for me, I have to pretend to be NT, force myself to socialize, and act as though I'm interested in girls. My life is essentially a 24/7 show. I am a great actor.
But I hate to be that. Yet, it is so hard to find people on the same situation as me in a small country (although with a huge population) that I can relate and talk to.