Hi!
I´m new here, woman, 35 and waiting to get possibly diagnosed in the future.
I´ve had lot of autistic traits since childhood, even as baby (?) when I used to look at the roof as if I was thinking very deep philosophical questions and humming myself.
I was bullied at kindergarten and school, always the outsider in all social situations, nowadays I have few friends that I meet about once a month or sometimes even less...luckily they show same traits as me, and don´t get upset about it.
Those friendships where people wanted more regural contact with me, have always failed which has hurt me on some lever, although at the same I have been relieved as well. I hate talking on the phone and going out, loud crowded places are simply the ultimate horror for me most of the time.
I don´t know what else to tell, I guess I´ll write something more then later.