I'm not sure where to start. Like all of our stories, the more real life overlaps the symptomatically significant aspects of this condition, the more the lines blur when trying to find a answers.
I won't write a laundry list, I will just say I finally have answers that satisfy my questions; it's a relief really. I can work with this. I did a personal history project last semester and when I re-read it through the Asperger's filter, it sent chills down my spine and I finally understood the mechanical aspects my emotional processes. Even reading all your posts, I am blown away by the insights so many of you have about the smallest details. Brilliant and beautiful all at once. Even the sadness has an honesty and clarity unto itself. I said cheese, right?