Sahson Salutations

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Hi, I am Sahson, I was encouraged to join this forum since I am not neurotypical. I'm really anxious around new environments, and these days I am afraid of new human contact that I don't desire. I am demisexual, but sexually romantic. Therefore I am pretty much incompetent of having an intimate relationship, despite the fact that I yearn for a romantic one.

I have tried a method of exposing to acquaintances that I am a HFA, Asperger. That has been a lot more comfortable and less stressful on my behalf, however the acquaintance no longer progresses to a platonic relationship. I have expressed by concern in interacting to tutors despite this being rather superfluous.

my interest lies within genetics, human migration, linguistics, climatology, english history prior to the norman invasion, Nordic culture. There are an array of things that intrigue and fascinate me, however these can be considered core interests. I suppose Star Trek is another one that appeals to a larger fanbase.

A 23andme member encouraged me to join here, but last time I did not enjoy my last 2 Aspeger's forum to be comfortable among the fora, I find myself a lot better and more stable in germanic based forums, based on cultural interest. Forgive me if I am to afraid, or anxious to integrate in this community, and wasted time, effort, and resources.

Welcome to WrongPlanet, Sahson!

Well, hopefully you'll be put at ease here, because like you I was afraid and anxious of posting and integrating here, probably to a higher degree than yourself though, but I judge that only on your writing.
Hope you enjoy your stay here

Welcome to WP!

Welcome to WP!

What does demisexual mean?

It is the medium ground from being asexual, and sexual. I have analysed and decided I am not sexual because I do not feel sexually to people on the basis of physical attraction. I am incapable of imagining anything sexual among people I see that are physically attractive. I notice that they are physically attractive, but I feel nothing sexually.

However, I am capable of being sexual, and thinking like a sexual. I am sexually romantic, and that is when i become sexual, is via the bonding between another person. So I do not court or pursue someone, upon first impressions. It's after i get to know the individual, I am able to think of them sexually, and pursue them as a partner.

The point being is there is no sexual attraction on first impressions.

Double post...

Today I got stressed, and frustrated with myself, so i bit myself several times to relieve the stress I had, I figured I'd document it for my psychiatrist to see, since it is an aspect I do personally, and my mother rarely sees it, but when she does she tells me off and seems bewildered by the volition and motive.

but i can not show you a photo yet, because i lack the post counts.

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I'm sorry you're feeling stressed.

J.

It's not your fault, unless you were personally involved in my creation, and changed the way I neurologically think, and process. HOwever I doubt you were, Although one could assume the J stands for Jesus, and since Jesus is the human flesh of god, then in that rather obscure way I suppose you were involved.

However I forgive you.

To WrongPlanet!! !