you're certainly not the only one. i used to think i was the only one who acted like that (didn't know what it was that set me apart from other children, back then.) but in this forum many share your problems.
isn't the uk a nice and safe place? And at least you dont have winged cockroaches. i'm scared to death of those crawlies... i've heard it's beautiful and green, might need an umbrella every time you leave the house, though.
if you suffer from fears, depression, intrusive thoughts, hyperactivity, ocd stomach achs, insomnia, sensory proceesing or whatnot, so do i and almost fifty five thousands others so you're in good company.