Am i fitting?

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Lilli
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Joined: 24 Oct 2011
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Gender: Female
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24 Oct 2011, 11:59 pm

So this is another one of my tries to fit into a community. Usually it ends with me creating chaos and leaving :twisted: .
I hope it won't be like this on here . Oh and excuse spelling mistakes, english is not my motherlanguage.

Im 30 and i live in germany. I don't know if i have any syndrome or not, but personally i don't like these kind of classifications, they makes it always sound like its something sick, but beeing different doesn't mean your sick.

Most of the time when im around humans, i feel like i don't really belong to them. I always wondered why. Never understood why some things, that are so clear and simple, most humans just don't understand. I hate smalltalk, i would rather talk about something deep and meaningfull, or don't talk at all. I have a problem with eye contact, it makes me nervous and i can't focus as well on listening or something else. People complain i should stop rolling my eyes, it offends them?! On pictures i look like a ghost. Some guy told me my stare scared him deeply, like i could see into his soul. I don't really need to see into peoples soul, they are an open book anyway :lol: . I hate how loud people talk, some of their voices make my ears hurt, and i always get complains i should talk louder, but i sound loud enough to myself. Sometimes i feel like some stranded alien on a planet full of primitives and i often notice how i observe them like in a zoo :/. I feel very lonely.

well i guess thats enough of rambling, i don't want to bore anyone.

So... Hi everyone

jackbus01
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25 Oct 2011, 10:56 am

You seem normal to me. Welcome to Wrong Planet.
I am awkward and scary a little myself. I don't really fit in much either.
I liked your post, it was not boring.

so welcome.

Lilli
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25 Oct 2011, 12:54 pm

I know im normal, the others aren't :p.

Thank you

Lilli
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25 Oct 2011, 1:24 pm

I just took the test and scored:

Your Aspie score: 148 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 67 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie

heckeler06
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25 Oct 2011, 4:29 pm

Welcome to WrongPlanet, and feel free to ask if you have any questions!

We're glad to have you here Lilli!

And your English is great--I make more mistakes than you do!

--David