Hi, everyone. I'm new here and I'd like to be able to talk about my problems and to hopefully meet some people here who are going through the same problems as me. I haven't exactly been diagnosed with Autism before, but theres a very high possibly that I do have it. I've always been a very shy child and never really able to talk well with people or even keep a conversation going and especially to be able to keep eye contact long enough without having to look off or feeling very nervous. I do know that I do have ADHD though and I was just recently diagnosed with it. In the past I've always thought that it was just normal to be shy. I've always thought of myself as a normal person, but it just keeps going on and on and feels like it keeps getting worse. So something is definitely wrong here. I tried so hard to tell myself that I don't have Autism, but it looks like that maybe I do. Now I'm not slow or anything. So please I hope that no one gets that idea about me. I'm not ret*d. I'm very smart, just I have a very hard time communicating what I want to say. I mean its like I know what I want to say, but when I start to try and say whats on my mind it doesn't seem to come out very well. I have a very hard to expressing my thoughts, feelings and interacting with people in real life. Also I want to let everyone know that I'm a Christian. Being a Christian and Jesus is very much important and means a whole lot to me. I'm always praying really hard to Jesus for help with my problems and I never give up on him. Jesus is wonderful. He died for all of our sins and loves us very much. He is always here with us and will never leave or forsake us. I always remember that and know that no matter how much I have to go through and no matter how much I suffer with my problems that he is always there with me, protecting me, taking care of me, and helping me to have the strength to keep carrying on, because without him I would be nothing.
Anyways I don't want to get too carried away here, because this is for introductions and I should save the rest for my next posts.
01 Dec 2011, 8:00 am
