Sex: Male
Age: 17
Residence: England, UK
This is most likely the first topic I've submitted, and if it was a hlaf a year ago from now I'll be new...
But naaaaah... I'm not very new.
Whoever you are reading this and is wanting to get to know me, then NOW is the good time to read.
Just like nearly everybody else, I have Aspergers Syndrome, age of diagnosis 3.
The music I listen to is certain types of Heavy Metal, or any Rock that I like... People think rock sounds the
same, THEY ARE SO WRONG, they just have to get to know it
OK: I am an extremely introspective thinker, everything I see I rise a questions of "Whats its purpose?" "When was it made?"
"How did it get here?" "Who made it?", In everything I do I rise questions of "Why did I do that?" "Why do I behave
this way?"... It's difficult, I also wish that the world was much more interesting, I used to take solvents and some
other drugs just to add more meaning to everything I see and touch...
Everything is bland if you get to know it all, everything is so repitive, we live in a doll-house world, even now after all
of the self-harm I did to myself I still wish everything still had more meaning, even though I've been through all of the
hallucinations, everything seems more dead than ever.
People admire me for my silly/obscure humour and my silly/crazy drawings, people tell me I should be a cartoonist, but the
drugs altered my mind and my drawing style... I'm not the same person I used to be, I miss my old self, my less-crazy self.
I've grown to dislike drawing because it reminds me about the times of my drug years.
As soon as I stopped taking drugs and solvents, I started to worry about the possible consequences such as, chemical
poisoning, cancer, alchzeimerz, and bleh... Because of my vivid imagination, my fears seem and feel SO real, I am often
certain I have a serious disease despite all of the consant reasurrance I get from people.
Sometimes, my hypochondria is even more disabling than my Type 1 diabetes and Aspergers put together.
People try treat me as if I am not crazy, I ask them "Am I crazy?" they say, "Uh...No, your "different (or) alternative.",
my mum says that i am the most erratic person in the PLANET.
Anyway... There is much more I've got to say but I cant be bothered to mention it all.
You can always ask me some questions.