I guess I'm not really sure where I should start. I've joined plenty of forums and message boards in the past and have written a lot of "Hey, I'm new here" posts, but I suppose the trouble here is that most of those were more focused on things like video games or TV shows, and perhaps not quite so personal. While I'm autistic myself, I hate to feel like I'm walking on eggshells and really hope I don't offend anybody in any way, as I seem to have a knack for saying really stupid things without even intending to. So if I've done that already in this first paragraph, I'm sorry. :p
So my name's Travis, or you can call me Boxy as most of my friends have come to refer to me, or whatever else works for you. I was diagnosed I think at perhaps around 2 years old? I can't recall, and I only have my parents to ask about stuff from earlier on than that. While I did go to therapy to help with my speech and a few other things, I've never really given much thought as to how I was different from others, and even though I wasn't particularly popular, I was able to make some close friends. Everyone had their own unique personalities and I didn't feel different in any truly significant way.
We moved when I was almost 13, so I had to pretty much start over with making new friends, and that would be a little harder being homeschooled at the time, but I felt like it was no big deal. I even met my first "girlfriend", if you could even call something that lasted a couple of weeks a relationship, but after being rejected, I guess I had to deal with a lot of issues with self esteem and...I'm not sure if I should call it depression because I don't want to belittle anyone else, and I believe everyone's demons show up in different ways so it's not right to act is if you've got it worse than everyone else. The way I felt, I was alone, even with my family there to talk to, and I simply tried to escape into books and video games, and as a result it seems that a lot of my teen years were just a blur and nothing really happened.
Eventually I was able to get a job, and that change was good, to be able to have a real work ethic and to be responsible for myself, as well as to push myself to be more social and at least get along with my co-workers. Besides that, the money was also good. :p I've always been a fan of video games, but waiting for good stuff from Nintendo took a lot of patience, so I bought an Xbox and eventually got to know a group of people I'd call friends through playing games like Halo(some even came to visit once, which, while a bit of a jarring experience, was alright). Things took a turn for the worse with the job as it seemed to cause more and more stress, but I still have those other friends to talk to and have fun times with.
Recently, I guess on a whim, I've just been more interested in others who have autism or those who know people with it, as I've ever only known one in person. Maybe it was this one girl I took interest in who had a sister with autism, I don't know. It could be a lot of things, like wondering how successful some are or how their experiences in life have differed from my own. I always hope to make friends wherever I go, or at least be easygoing enough to not make enemies with anyone, but with how much more personal this can be, I think that's why I was reluctant to join at first. So maybe I should stop here and not give my whole life story so I don't bore you guys too much. :p Thanks for anyone who took the time to read all this or those who'll welcome me.