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Hi, I'm Jess...I'm sixteen. I was diagnosed with Asperger's a year ago by my shrink, and I'm interested in getting to know other people with the [I hate using the word "disease", but for lack of a better term...] disease. I enjoy writing, especially poetry and fiction, [www.fictionpress.com/~roxanedebergerac if you want to see my writing. ] and I LOVE theatre and music. I'm currently working on an eight part arrangement of songs from Little Shop of Horrors for my local town band. I have trouble relating to people, and in doing so, I don't have many friends who aren't in my circumscribed interests. I have a high IQ, but not many people like that, so they don't really take the time to find more out about me because I tend to be frustrating when others don't get my drift. Generally, I'm better with adults, but I wish that I could find some people my age who understand how I feel and what I'm like without judging me. It's really hard because nobody realizes that I have feelings just like any other person, but that I'm just "odd" and "quirky", to say a few. Usually, I do my own thing. For instance, if there's something I don't like/want to do [as I sit typing this in my incredibly boring history class ] I simply won't do it or I'll fashion it to myself. This usually results in frustrated teachers and increasingly falling grades. There was this one time when I wrote a short fictional piece and I got a C+, but the teacher recommended it for professional publication. I have a fear of losing people, maybe because so many people have been leaving me in friendships or betraying me throughout the years, and since I can't really understand their social cues, I don't get their drifts if they don't want to hear another rant on Wagnerian chants or something.
Anyhoo, I just figured I'd tell you a little about me, my favorite subject, and I'd love to hear back from you! I'm going to be posting here a lot more, but I'm a tad better with email, so if you want to chat, email/IM me at [email protected]. Thanks!
Jess