Hello, I am new here, and wish I wasn't here at all.

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My name is Hank. My life sucks,
I get labeled as shy and weird by people who call themselves "normal"
But I am a Photo-realistic visual thinker. All my thoughts are in photo-realistic pictures.
I speak with odd word arrangements as well as occasional delayed speech because every sentence in my mind is a photograph, each with it's own story to tell, as well as 500k branches of other stories. Try explaining the beauty of a photograph to the blind. It isn't an easy task. Sometimes the pictures are simple, and to others I seem to speak like a "normal", but those times when the picture is elaborate and impossible to convey, those are the times when the worlds sees me as ret*d.

They say I have odd facial expressions, and fail at verbalizing thoughts, talk softly or loudly, turn word meanings around, I talk to myself,I have pronunciation issues with certain words, I seem cold and distant, wtfe man.

All I know is that this is entirely unfair for me to have to deal with this stuff that "normal" people never have forced upon them.

I can never have a gf that isn't a complete lunatic, deafmute, or a f'n psychic.

Just yesterday girl likes me. I hold her hand two seconds, she says It makes her feel uncomfortable, so I shut down, can't speak to her rest of night. FML

Wrong planet

I think that is why I'm here :S

I hate my self too but expressionism is an art

Tje ll get it as soon of is late nmv red X

hehe Hi!

You totally inspired me to register as well. Last thing I will do is deny who I am. So here I am ; To no surprise the nick "fedup" was taken

So open and unafraid you are, be proud. But, why do you hate yourself? For myself it would be more like: I hate my existence in this reality > "Wrong Planet" It is amazing how well those two words cover a havoc of feelings. What I'm trying to say is: hate is stuck in the void only leaning toward current reality, a reality that can change anytime (yea right). Sure it would all be easier if one were "normal". Wishing to be dumb, yea I can admit. Although I am still grateful of this extraordinary gift that took 20 years of self-diagnostics to figure. Will I waste time and energy on hating myself? No way. I'm freaking different and I wouldn't want to be like them anyway.

Never thought I would hear anyone say what you do regarding GF's. I have the same thoughts. Worst is I kinda like the idea. Anyone else would be to "dry" and short minded.

I'm not so sure if that girl did like you, rather your looks. Anyway, holding hands are a sign of bondage. Surely she wouldn't want to bond as soon as first night?

For what it's worth. You have a very similar score as me. 168 / 60 was my result after 10 minutes of scimming through.

If you're like me, you only hate yourself because you've compared yourself to others and felt you were lacking. If EVERYBODY was more like you, would it still be so bad? Well that's why I love Wrong Planet, where everyone is more like me, where I'm not in the outside, and I've learned love myself for being me. Yeah/no?

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Welkome to WP

Mick

To WrongPlanet!! !

Welcome.

I found your intro to be really interesting because part of you seems like the exact opposite of me. I have a visual processing and storage defect that prevents me from retaining any mental image. I have indexes of facts - like a library card catalog or an old FileMaker database. People describe things to me visually all the time and I'm just left lost.

Other stuff, not so different. It's ok, really.

But come on in, the cocoa is warm, the iced tea is cold, and things are pretty decent in here. We've each got our own quirks and experiences that help us to advise each other as we muddle through.