Hi Malanori! Welcome to Wrong Planet! I lurked here for at least a year before registering and have been registered for about 2 years now. I kept wanting to respond to posts here, but couldn't until I registered. This urge was in conflict with my preference to not be registered with every site I ever visit. They all want you to sign up, and I really don't want to be in that many data bases, especially when I sometimes only visit a site once, say to read an article. However, over time, I found that Wrong Planet was of enough interest to me to justify registering here.
It was a relief to me when I found out that I have Asperger's, as it finally solved the mystery of why I am so different. It also laid to rest the concern that I might be some kind of freak and mental case. Asperger's and the other Autism spectrum disorders are neurological disorders present from birth. We are not mental cases or freaks, but we are different. Some of us have trouble living in the NT world because of those differences. There are some therapies, treatments, and coping methods that can help. You will find a lot of leads on that here at WP.
Remember, you are among friends here at WP!